the first one is always rocky

hello fellow bloggers and blog stalkers. i have officially joined the world of blogging. i NEVER thought i would see this day coming, but i feel like i should share a few glimpses into my slightly awkward life. well for starters here is one thing i do not like-change. but then again, who really does? although, change is something that can be a really beautiful thing. i feel like my life has drasticaly changed recently and i am learning to be okay with that. for the longest time change has caused me to be emotionally drained and it sucks. but if i look at change in a positive way, my life is taking a turn for the better. i am "starting over" in a sense and it is really refreshing. the thought of moving away and having all new friends is really exciting for me. okay random disclosure i should have stated in the beginning- i am a heinous speller and its really embarassing. but i am okay with it because atleast i am still smart. okay back to what i was talking about... so basicaly i'm learning that not everyone is like me and i cant change myself for others. why change something Christ specifically designed for me? changing my personality is like changing God's wiring of hayley marie shook and i dont want to mess with God's masterpeice. speaking of change, you know what else is changing? my thoughts about looney's skating rink. i have rather fond memories of looney's as a child and then it became really sketchy. but now, as an 18 year old, i freaking love looney's again. there really is a variety of people at looney's. you start off with your senior citizens that have nothing better to do. who plays bingo when they could be roller blading. then you have your large families with 7693 kids. i get it, what activity is cheap for all seven hundred kids and you don't really have to supervise them? skating. of course there are always the loner, creeps, etc. that just want to find a girlfriend. they come in all sizes and ages. and last but not least, looney's is home to the scariest derby girls. no joke. they are beastly. they don't wear shorts. instead, they wear bloomers with the occasional ripped stockings. they will knock you down, beat you, and eat you for breakfast. okay so i was a little intimidated. nevertheless, looney's remains jumpin'. i know this first post was kind of deep then got kind of goofy so my apologies. by typing things out its clear to see that i have some add issues. anyway i hope there are many 'say what?' posts to come.